Did you ever stare in the mirror and try and live with what you see?
Trying to put yourself in the place of everyone else-
how they feel, what they think when they look at you?
Did you ever stare at your reflection and get that
tight sick feeling in your stomach, like you'll cry at any moment?
Did you ever analyze your mouth, your lips or your eyes for sexuality so far gone?
Ever wanted to rip all your hair out?
Take a pen and scratch out your reflection like a typo or a silly cartoon in the margins of your paper?
Do you mussy your hair around and turn your chin into your shoulder
trying to find your good side, to catch the light in your own eyes?
Staring until the person that you see is not only vacant, but unfamiliar?
If you've done this-any of this-you know how wonderful it is when you can look into the mirror and smile.
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