Yes, yes yes... it has been quite a while since I have posted. Forgive me, honestly, I don't have shit to say. Its May 2011 and here I am, back in transition. This new job is a blessing, but everyday I walk in I feel so blown. I started fighting tooth and nail for a position in my field or at the very least, something interesting. Eight months later... well it could always be worse. Actually it could be a lot worse and I have to remind myself not be so caught up in everything that's not working out exactly the way I planned. Patience as you all know, is not my strong suit, but I am actively trying to change that. I'm trying to teach myself that being content and optimistic is not the same as being complacent and oblivious. So I'm taking a breather, I won't be rushing things- for the time being.
But honestly...
I'm fucking bored. I blame it entirely on my location though. Really, I think I already covered the fact that I live in No-Man's Land. Farmers' markets and Wal-Mart grand openings are all that makes headlines out here. Which is fine! When it comes to cheap wine and Ethnic hair products, I love Wal-Mart. Nevertheless, there is no trip to Wal-Mart long enough to distract me from how idle I feel. I'm moving, but I feel like I'm not going anywhere. I'm treading freaking water here! Thrashing arms and legs back and forth, for what? Just to stay afloat. Don't feel like I'm making any progress here, the island isn't getting any closer!
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